January 2010
1 post
You don't know how many times I have wished for...
You don’t know that I loved you. You don’t know that I lost the will to live because of you. You don’t know that I am still protective of you. You don’t know that I am still surprised when people tell me you love me. I don’t plan on telling you. Or anyone else.
I could play games with you. I could screw you over the way you did to me.
But I won’t. As badly as...
December 2009
1 post
Sometimes I wonder how you're doing, sometimes I...
But honey, you’re out of my life.
October 2009
18 posts
11361.) Youre too busy telling me about the...
Sorry boyfriend, girls turn me on too
Can i have the best of both worlds?
She, well that girl is always sad. I know she's in...
“PS Im still not over you…”
11258) No matter how many times I go analyze that...
I didnt listen to what my best friend said 4...
4 months ago i thought i loved another, and was still into him. but after talking to you and knowing you better, i realized you’re a nice guy. but at that time, i still see you as a good friend. then my best friend thought that i should like you. and after everything failed with the previous guy, i thought that there isnt anyone else thats right. until i realized that youve been there for me...
11238.) I hope that you will never find out that I...
11226.) I will never be enough for anybody.....
11214.) I’ve never fell so hard for someone in...
11192.) :(
I never go to parties because I’m never invited. I have no friends. I’m 14.
11159.) The way you kissed me made me feel so many...
I want you and I to be eachothers firsts. But I...
11076:) i've told you and now i don't know. i like...
11028.)i miss you
Really i do. I cry myself to sleep everynight because before you was the one to make me go sleep. Your voice is what i miss the most, you text messages, and YOU! I know the distance is far, but baby i love you. i really do. just come home.
You are beautiful,no matter what anyone says.
10931.) I sincerely belive that homeless people are to blame for their own state of living.
10930.) im afraid ill lose you forever
its the one fear that keeps pulsating through my mind.
I will always have to live with the decision I...
You are a wonderful person and you deserve a fanwonderfulistic person. I’m sorry for the pain I have given you. I hurt too, knowing that I hurt you cause that wasn’t at all my plan. I’m truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. I don’t know what to say or do to take your pain. You are someone in my heart and someone I care about whether you believe me or not I care.
September 2009
37 posts
I still feel bad because you left...
“So did you really think I’ll write you a love song and sing it to you? Well...”
– (via moniahamdy)
“Last night when I couldn’t sleep, I was up and watching TV alone at 4 am. And...”
– (via moniahamdy)
“Stop thinking of tiny details that can bring you down. If you have more reasons...”
– (via moniahamdy)
Fuck blogsecret it never posts my secrets although...
Sometimes when I don't interact or talk to my...
Sometimes when I don't interact or talk to my...
10701.) i would have done anything. anything for...
boyangas:
(via blogsecret)
And yet I always keep coming back for more<33
how i wish you guys know the feeling of being outcast, because i can’t feel that i am welcome to your group. and please, don’t look at me as if i am a dirt or just a nobody… just because you FEEL that i am one level before you, you think that you guys have the power over me!
10473) I have a tricotillomane and nobody knows......
10284.) stuck.
This is more difficult than I thought. It would’ve been something or nothing at all, however either way you should have told me rather than leaving me confused and lost. You left me without any answer, the least, an explanation which I believe I deserve. I wish you would tell what’s in your head. I don’t want to disregard what happened and I don’t even want to keep my hopes...
ex-boyfriend > boyfriend ?
I have a confession to make: I talk about my feelings for my ex on my tumblr, more than I talk about my boyfriend. Who matters more to me? From my secret, I’m sure you can figure that out.
I have feelings for you but...
you have feelings for someone else, and I know that person also has feelings for you. So I’ll just be here as your friend by your side always…
10283.) You asked me which of the guys I met at...
Here`s my answer;; You.
10282.) I don`t love you.
I love the idea of you.
You and your soft skin and soapy smell. And your broad shoulders and tapered hips. And your strong, toned arms. (and how I`d think of waking up next to you.)
I love the idea of you and all that you once represented.
But I don`t love you. Not anymore.
10235.) Hey , you're cute.
10234.) I really do like you. I just don't know...
i know you just got out of a relationship and that...
every single time you hug me i go through a...
10188) You used to be my favorite "sister".
i hate how its so difficult for me just to give a simple hello, i can’t talk to you because im scared, everytime i see you my heart is aching me to move closer but my head is thinking different. i hate how today he called you to come over and i ran, avoiding you like a bug. i’ve built up my strength and im now ready to say, ‘Hello’. And possibly introduce who i really am.
I don't love my life.
I’m as straight as can be & I’m in love with this guy who doesn’t love me so I flirt with my bi friend who tells me she loves me. So I read her texts over & over just so I know that someone out there really loves me.
I get the best feeling when I don't eat all day.
My guy bestfriend and I like each other's...
i hate my boyfriend so much. i want to kill him.
I want to give up on you.
So incredibly bad. You need to be a better boyfriend. You need to be a bit more sensitive. You’re so much less than what I want, than what I think I deserve.
But I like you, oh so much. I’m not sure if I love you, and I’m afraid to fall in love with you.
I love you, you love him, he's playing you.
I am so afraid of getting aids. will kissing a positute get aids?