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Jan 25

You don’t know how many times I have wished for you on 11:11.

You don’t know that I loved you.
You don’t know that I lost the will to live because of you.
You don’t know that I am still protective of you.
You don’t know that I am still surprised when people tell me you love me.
I don’t plan on telling you. Or anyone else.

I could play games with you. I could screw you over the way you did to me.

But I won’t. As badly as you hurt me, I care about you much too much to strike back.

I’m sorry. There will always be something attracting me to you. Whether we’re friends or something more.

That is all.

Dec 28

Sometimes I wonder how you’re doing, sometimes I wonder how it would’ve been like with you. But I’m happy with who I am currently with. Why can’t you just disappear from my mind, I hate knowing you’re still out there thinking about me.

But honey, you’re out of my life.

Oct 06

11361.) Youre too busy telling me about the blowjob you gave him to notice i love you.

Sorry boyfriend, girls turn me on too

Can i have the best of both worlds?

Oct 04

She, well that girl is always sad. I know she’s in pain like every single time she’s lying to everyone and even to herself. i’m just so pity of her. i just want to see her happy for once. she’s indeed gorgeous, if only she knew that.

“PS Im still not over you…”

11258) No matter how many times I go analyze that moment in my head, the fact remains that I miss your hand in mine more than I can admit.

I didnt listen to what my best friend said 4 months ago and now I cant believe she’s right. I love you.

4 months ago i thought i loved another, and was still into him. but after talking to you and knowing you better, i realized you’re a nice guy. but at that time, i still see you as a good friend. then my best friend thought that i should like you. and after everything failed with the previous guy, i thought that there isnt anyone else thats right. until i realized that youve been there for me all the times i needed someone. until i realized how stupid you are yet funny. and fuck, until i realized you’re the only one who makes me laugh when i feel insulted. thats when i realized i liked you. but as the time pass, i kept it as a secret until you found out. i was scared like shit but you were so cool about it. in fact, even though things were awkward at first, you were still there for me. and i just realized that all the awkward moments are gone and now we’re better than before. but i dont even know if you like me. but hell yeah, i love you. oh my god. i love you. i dont just like you, since this feeling is unexplainable. its more than liking a guy, its almost as if its impossible. i dont know if this is love, but to me it probably is. :)

and i just want you to know. even if you dont feel the same. i love you :)

11238.) I hope that you will never find out that I have that special feeling towards you. I dont want you to avoid me. My world will come crumbling down if that ever happens.