Untitled, i hate how its so difficult for me just to give a...

i hate how its so difficult for me just to give a simple hello, i can’t talk to you because im scared, everytime i see you my heart is aching me to move closer but my head is thinking different. i hate how today he called you to come over and i ran, avoiding you like a bug. i’ve built up my strength and im now ready to say, ‘Hello’. And possibly introduce who i really am.