4 months ago i thought i loved another, and was still into him. but after talking to you and knowing you better, i realized you’re a nice guy. but at that time, i still see you as a good friend. then my best friend thought that i should like you. and after everything failed with the previous guy, i thought that there isnt anyone else thats right. until i realized that youve been there for me all the times i needed someone. until i realized how stupid you are yet funny. and fuck, until i realized you’re the only one who makes me laugh when i feel insulted. thats when i realized i liked you. but as the time pass, i kept it as a secret until you found out. i was scared like shit but you were so cool about it. in fact, even though things were awkward at first, you were still there for me. and i just realized that all the awkward moments are gone and now we’re better than before. but i dont even know if you like me. but hell yeah, i love you. oh my god. i love you. i dont just like you, since this feeling is unexplainable. its more than liking a guy, its almost as if its impossible. i dont know if this is love, but to me it probably is. :)

and i just want you to know. even if you dont feel the same. i love you :)